fuhh...
dam.. i can't handle dizziness well..
everytime im feeling dizzy..
there is this moment that i want to throw up..
and suddenly all the negative emotions came gushing in..
the feeling of..
unfairness
"don't understand why it should be like that"
"why cna't it be my way"
"why you don't do that?"
and bla bla bla..
emoness during dizziness
is not good..
not good at all..
mybe i dun drink enough water or so..
but whats the point in that?
is as if drinking enough water will solve the problem..
maybe i needed a time out and rest..
or maybe just maybe..
needed to share out my problems..
hmmm...
i think i wana write something..
well they say all poems are sweet and... sweet.. xD
here is mine:
what you are about to hear,
is not what you wana do,
what you are about to see,
is not what you are about to feel,
i tell you this is because,
we had alot of commons,
and of course,
i used to like pokemons,
but that was all crap,
truth is i like eating crab,
and with this i can wrap,
you a present full of thoughts,
tell me if you find this funny,
but don't tell me now,
all i need for you is to smile,
even if it is a fake smile,
God is great,
all the time,
he loves you,
and me,
and everyone else,
doesnt matter if,
we are dumb,
or weird,
he still loves you,
and its another reason,
for you to smile.
thank you...
SMILE!!!!!
=)
