Thursday, August 4, 2011

Glory

fuhh...
dam.. i can't handle dizziness well..
everytime im feeling dizzy..
there is this moment that i want to throw up..
and suddenly all the negative emotions came gushing in..
the feeling of..
unfairness
"don't understand why it should be like that"
"why cna't it be my way"
"why you don't do that?"
and bla bla bla..
emoness during dizziness
is not good..
not good at all..
mybe i dun drink enough water or so..
but whats the point in that?
is as if drinking enough water will solve the problem..
maybe i needed a time out and rest..
or maybe just maybe..
needed to share out my problems..
hmmm...
i think i wana write something..
well they say all poems are sweet and... sweet.. xD
here is mine:

what you are about to hear,
is not what you wana do,
what you are about to see,
is not what you are about to feel,

i tell you this is because,
we had alot of commons,
and of course,
i used to like pokemons,

but that was all crap,
truth is i like eating crab,
and with this i can wrap,
you a present full of thoughts,

tell me if you find this funny,
but don't tell me now,
all i need for you is to smile,
even if it is a fake smile,

God is great,
all the time,
he loves you,
and me,
and everyone else,
doesnt matter if,
we are dumb,
or weird,
he still loves you,
and its another reason,
for you to smile.

thank you...
SMILE!!!!!
=)

Monday, July 25, 2011

If My Heart Was A House

hey!! hahaha
i'm back!
hmm.. im feeling lazy
so imma just gona post up some songs..
i kinda like this song..
i hope you like it too
but i dun expect much..
just spamming here..
oopss... hahahaha :P
here it is!
Peaches - New Heights
1st is the music video!

 

then if you are wondering about the lyrics..
here is another video with the lyrics!! :)


and if you cant read the lyrics clearly..
here is the bigger version of the lyrics! :P


and thats all i can do..
wait...
unless you are lazy to wait..
well..
i cant sing for you.. hahaha :D
but i'll post up the lyrics here la..

Peaches - New Height lyrics: 
You say good morning, and good evening
The day is done, and you've come to find
The words are fleeting, I hear your quiet breathing
Is something wrong?

You come on two knees, with more than two needs
Finding that it's all too easy
To be helped and found
You slept and he said

(Chorus)
It is in you, to carry on
It is in you, to lay down fears that hold
It is in you, to find your way home

Daylight's coming, the sun is blazing
New beginnings seep into you
But in the end it's distant shadows
That finally overwhelm your senses

And this time around
Is it love that you crown?
And this time around
You'll be more than who you are

(Chorus)
It is in you, to carry on
It is in you, to lay down fears that hold
It is in you, to find your way home


Whoa oh oh oh...
(Repeats)

Could you find yourself a way home? (4x)

(Chorus)
It is in you, to carry on
It is in you, (ohh) to lay down fears that hold
It is in you, (ohh) to find your way home

-end-
..........................................................
yea its kinda slow song..
but hey..
i doesnt stop you from smiling..
so..
SMILE!!!
=)

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

I LOVE YOU..

yess i do..
and no i'm not joking
its not funny also!
i just love you
love you for who you are
accept sometimes i wish it went my way
but its ok
i love you..

Sunday, July 10, 2011

What Faith Can do

after EARC..
we went back.. as usual..
and in 3 days time..
Mary came down from Perlis
the same time as Jo and Add came back from Ipoh
they stop at KL and i met them there
we also had Winnie!
she came down too!!
hahaha..
so we jalan jalan in KL
i remember when we were lost
we were actually making fun..
that was on a friday
and a week after that
Ash called me to hike/climb bukit tabur
somewhere in cheras
i love the climb..
its not easy and not to difficult too!!
and is worth it
the view is fantastic brilliant beautiful!!
you can see 2 different views
the 1st view u can see is..
the city..
Yess KL city!!
the other view is..
nature..
green forest and a lake with hills
there is one good spot on the hill
where you can see sunrise..
and it rises behind the hills..
hahahaha..
the bad part..
we start early in the morning..
around 550am!!
we leave the house at about 5am..
and after that..
the following sunday..
i went back to perlis for training
basketball training..
for 2 weeks..
well..
i lost definitely
but i had fun during the training..
hahahaha
and finally i had the determination
to blog it out..
fuhh.. after a long time..
thank you...
i think
i'll smile for you..
hahahaha
=)

What Are Words

alright here is the promised storiess.. hahaha
*warm up*warm up*crack fingers*
before i start..
i wana warn you that its gona be a long read
and if you feel bored you can leave
i won't bite or chew or hunt you down
=p
ok lets start..

22/05/2011 (Sunday)
Have you ever wondered when we are new to a certain place,
we feel lost and nervous and curious, scared?
well it happened to all of us and on this day.
I've taken up the challenge to go to seremban
where my friend and brother in Christ stays.
his name is Jo. We traveled last night from my place
and i really thank God for his family
to come all the way from seremban
to pick me up knowing that both of us
will have to go to Singapore. Having the same feeling,
I hesitated to go to Singapore but with encouragement
from Jo and he bring me to church this morning.
I felt that, no I was reminded that the Lord is with me
here, there and everywhere that we traveled.
I no longer feel the insecurity. Praise the Lord!!
After service, we tried ice-cream, its... its..
Fantastic!! really really not bad! we bought siew pau
(of course Seremban is famous for that)
and we head back. Jo's mom prepare us lunch and..
did i mention that she is super nice?
well she is!! not only that.. She is sporting also!!
Awesome!! I had my afternoon nap and when you are sleeping,
time flies..
i wake up and it is 6 pm already. Had dinner.
I duno what it is called so I'm gona simply say it here
it is called "pacang"
it is certainly different from my grandmother's cooking
and its super nice too!!
I now learn something new too. I've learn to eat watermellon
with buah asam, chinese "limau ais" is different from the mamak 1
(thanks to Jo's mom!)
bread with ham + cheese is a thumb up snack,
people do change and to end the day.
we watched Pirate's of the Carribean : Strangers tide
its fun!! love it.

23/05/2011 (Monday)
Waking up early is just not me. I'm so reluctant to wake up
but i still force myself to. 7am Jo wake me up
and the activity for this morning is hiking..
yess hiking! we hike up a hill and at 1st..
it is tiring but when we reach the top. it is worth it
cause we can see the whole of seremban there.
the best part, we can camp there and at night..
when the sky is clear we can see stars.
OK back to reality, we went back,
on the way down it started raining.
we were soak but we continue on.
Breakfast was beef noodles Awesome!!
its definitely different from the one I ate in KL
After that is Melaka.
We went down to Melaka to try cendol!!
well we went at 1130 reach at 1215
and back at 1745.
hahahahaha...
we even try the menara taming sari
where you can almost see the whole of Melaka
another awesome place to visit next time.
One day is not enough..
As we head back we fetch Add
from the train station.
hahahaha..
he were complaining it was hot along the way.
had a home cook food dinner,
catching up session and supper!!
God's creation is wonderful..

24/05/2011 (Tuesday)
i sleep well last night and i wake up early!!
well.. not that early but earlier than Add!!
hahahaha...
we had breakfast and i broke my spree
of "not going to facebook when i leave my house".
i went to facebook last night.
anyway before leaving the house for breakfast.
we had a light breakfast at Jo's house
then a heavy one outside.
we had... wait, its supposed to be
I had mee with mushroom and chicken feet.
Its definitely nice!! although its a bit slow
eating the chicken feet. then we photostat
our document because the host needed
for record. in case anything went wrong.
then we went back to Jo's house and have a
rest, check up and lastly our lunch
before we head out to singapore.
although we arrived late at the bus station,
but we were in time because
the bus waited for us.
Thank you Lord!! and so our journey
to Singapore began. Upon arrival,
at the immigration centre, I am a newbie.
yes i am one! Being so new..
I did the one mistake that i shouldn't do..
which is..
holding my pasport with my mouth.
well.. i still manage to go through..
hahahaha..
the next one is when they scan bags.
you know I'm supposed to put
my phone and my wallet into the tray
and let it scan.. well.. I put it into the tray..
and let it pass on top of the scanner.
I didn't realize until I saw the other side
that the people did that. I still manage to pass
hahahaha...
Add call his uncle and his uncle suggested that
we take a taxi to his place at Tampines.
His uncle is so welcoming, friendly and good!
you know the best thing about people
that we call family or friends is that
they will do the best they could to
provide you a better hospitality.
take for example, Add's uncle
his house is small, just enough for his family,
but he try his best to provide small mattress
for us not only that we get an air conditioning
room and we get to watch movies until
late night. same goes for Jo and his family.
God bless them. that evening we had curry chickem
and we went walking looking for Tampines mall.
at 1st we got lost but thanks to a kind lady
we were able to find our way
explore new places and such meeting new ppl
that night we 3 talk, talk about our past
Oh we also had supper...


25/05/2011 (Wednesday)
Wake up late!! well.. earlier than Jo and Add
hahahahaha... =p
then we start to depart our journey to NUS
before that we had brunch (breakfast+lunch)
as we continue our journey,
it started to raining and awhile after.. it stopped!
God is good!! we took the bus to Tampines station
then we met Add's uncle on the way!!
how cool is that? LOL..
it's because when we wake up, the house is empty
only 3 of us.. so on the way we met with Add's uncle
and he thought us how to get on the MRT
well.. we know how but the ticketing system
is different from the one in Malaysia!!
this one provides a card and
after we used it we can refund the card!!
hahahaha...
it's my 1st time in Singapore..
during the ride, we encounter a few events
like putting our bags in the middle of the walkway
like nobody business and telling the difference
between central city and housing station
pack and not so pack..
giving the elderly a place to sit
and
asking the information counter about
which bus is going to NUS
we stop at Clementin (i hope i spell correctly)
took a bus to NUS
half-way through we ask ourselves,
did we take the right bus?
panic we became
Jo being brave enough ask the driver
whereas a beautiful lady
who is also going to NUS actually help us
Praise the Lord!! upon arrival
we met Kim Cheng a staff worker
from Malaysia and instantly
she recognize all 3 of us
saying our names in order!!
and we met with familiar names
we register and sadly we stayed in different blocks
then we decided to walk around again
but this time we are not lost!!
Lol..
dinner time is late but dinner is still dinner
and
we were supposed to eat in a group
Oh i'm group 5 btw
so we went group hunting and found mine
although it is 5 of us but
i'm sure there will be more
during the opening ceremony..
the bus is big!! the room is big,
lecture theatre is big, toilet also big
even the door is big...
during the opening ceremony,
there is this doctor
that give a testimony
and what caught my attention
is that in the Bible there are
3 types of people that God speaks in dreams
the 1st is the imperfect,
the 2nd is the non-charismatic leader
and the 3rd is the ordinary people
people like you and me
then we were split into our groups
for an ice breaking session
and we went back to our hostel
for more ice breaking session
with snacks and back to our rooms
to have a goodnight sleep for tomorrow

26/05/2011 (Thursday)
Today is a bit tired after i wake up
is it because i didn't sleep well last night?
or maybe i'm too excited or nervous?
but i know for sure that i won't
be able to concentrate today's talk
it must be hard being a foreigner
because being one means that
being an outcast
one have to slowly talk or
even understand one's question
i feel that we should be patient
in talking to them and do try to not
left them out
it's great worshiping the Lord
in a lecture theatre
and it's the best feeling that i had
singing with everyone focusing on God alone
i'm not ashame to do things differently
i think i'm getting fat on the stomach!!
oh noooo..
needed to be fit again..
i ate a lot this time..
but it is worth it
because we eat in groups
fellowship with one another
while eating can really bond us together
a joyful and thankful moment
that we enjoy with each other presence.
tomorrow is another day and God is with us.

27/05/2011 (Friday)
i find it fascinating hearing other nation pray
praying in their own language
why?
its because i feel that no matter
where you go or we go
when there is a church
there are people
glorifying God
in their way/culture/language
worshiping, praying and seeking
the same God as i worshiped
in this conference
EARC (East Asia Regional Conference)
there are so many things
that are exposed like..
the way of the world
christians and people
there are more, much more
when we step into the working world
naturally, the question came in..
will you glorify the Lord?
a question that only can be answered
once we step in
what can we be or do
that are pleasing before the Lord?
sometimes "stuff" happens and
looking back to what i wrote in here
make me feel that i think..
i've done something only God knows how
and who is right to read
so i'll pray, pray for you
pray that this can somehow impact you

28/05/2011 (Saturday)
i pray for strength to go on today
and..
my prayer is answered!!
amazing that i think
i will not go on today
but..
i did!!
Praise the Lord!!
somehow i wanted this day to last
because i feel that
no..
we feel that we are having
lots of lots of... fun!!
as soon as the urban hunt began
we laugh, think, tease, sing
and...
lame jokes!!
hahaha...
yess i introduce my small groups
lame jokes..
aside from that, we sing
not in english but in
japanese, thai, indonesia, tamil and mandarin!!
it's like a culture language song
the best part..
everyone take part in it
another best part..
we sang in public
and..
i think a few passerby were staring at us
going green is not easy
especially for shopping complex
and offices
but i'm amaze that japan mange
to do something like that
and now singapore
is trying to achieve the same thing
got to admit that today
is a bonding time with the group
somehow..
God is with us all the time
God bless!!

29/05/2011 (Sunday)
when it is too late..
learn from the mistake
and move on..
i wonder sometimes when we thought
that we made it the best
that we could and after a few minutes
we  realize that we can do better
or we should do like this
and so on..
it's still not too late to think about it
and work it out for the next similar event
or even i don't know..
do a different thing maybe?
another thing that i'm worried about is..
the future..
NOT the future for me..
but for us..
the participants of EARC..
will there be more??
will the teaching last us till we are old??
will we lose our faith??
and more..
so many things to think about
and yet..
we tend to forget about it
or even close one eye..
i like to quot someone
he said..
"everyone is imperfect,
 so don't strive to be perfect
 but strive to be beautiful
 yes it may not be perfect
 but it is beautiful."
and beautiful you are..

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Let The Words

i wanted to post my trip to Singapore
and the things i did there
and EARC!!
and of course the lovely people i met during that time
well.. you have to hold on awhile!! hahaha
cause cause.. i've been busy here and there
feeling my time with "stuff" to do during this holidays..
well.. maybe im free and im lazy to post something.. hahaha
ok ok here is the deal..
after "everything" is done i will post everything
start of from the day i leave from my house and am heading to singapore
to the end of June..
stay tune for it..
lol... (suddenly my blog become so popular.. perasannya..)
hahahahahahaha...
well.. off i go. haha
YOU THERE!!
take care ya!!
enjoy your day..
have lots of fun!!
and don't forget to put on a smiley face!!
like like..
THIS:
:DD
SMILE!~

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Danza Kuduro

have you ever wonder when u r lost..
then u tried asking for direction from a passerby
u gt the direction..
then u followed his direction and ended up another place..
isn't it frustrating..
u r back to square 1 after asking someone for direction..
well..
im sorry!! ><
im so sorry if i have led you to a wrong direction..
cause sometimes a local don't know his map properly also..
like for example..
if you turn right it is house number 1 to 133
if u turn left it is house number 135 to 155.. (i also don't know =p)
of course im not sure..
and..
they ask for house number 137 i tot house number 137 its on the right..
and when they turn to the right and went all the way to the end i feel guilty..
cause the real 1 is at the left..
im so sorry if u gt lost again because of me..
but eventually the house u wanted to find is on that road..
be patient,
have faith
and pray..
you will reach your destination..
trust me..
late??
we can't turn back time can we??
have fun..
enjoy the scenery..
know the road..
and chill..
hahahahaha...
i've never felt so bad playing basketball today..
although i cannot take it when im loosing but..
im selfish..
im bad..
so bad..
lol..
i guess its enough to say that..
you are the best!!

AWESOME!!!
SMILE..
:) 

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Showdown

coming back to subang...
a lot of stuff happened here and there..
coming back here
really test me lots..
test about my faith,
test about myself,
test about the decisions i made.
and honestly i think i fail all of them...
sad.. yess its sad..
do you have a feeling that u r stuck in between??
stuck in between of the toy u like and the person u long for..
its stressing out your mind on which to choose..
and u can't choose 2 (how i wish i can..)
u either choose 1 or neither..
its just like the title of the song.. showdown
when the time finish counting down..
its a showdown between 2 and the battlefield is you
whichever u choose its still gonna upset you..
although i am still thinking that if i can..
if i just can take my toy and share it with the person..
or...
instead place my toy with the person and until i prove worthy i can play with it..
i think the latter idea sounds better..
wow...
that is so much better..
i got this thinking for so long..
but its gona be hard..
until i've learn that it is not impossible..
yess its gona be hard and though along the way..
but..
remember that you are strong..
the Lord is with you..
i realize this today..
evening when playing basketball
at the end of the day..
it rains..
i love the rain
i tend to stay a bit latter but..
no matter how i need to go back..
as i was walking back..
the rain gets heavier..
the sensation really drives my worry away..
i am glad that i walk back slowly..
wana hear a joke??
joke joke joke joke..
which 1 is funnier??
whichever u choose its wrong
the 1st 1 is funny and the rest is just a repeating
the 1st 1 is in the question!!..
hahahahaha =D

AWESOME YOU!!
SMILE!!
:)

Friday, March 4, 2011

All I Can Do

You know
Soon…
Im gona be not me
The me back then is gona come back
I think Its just for a short time
But a short time can leave a big impact to others
And that short time remains longer than something you did so hard to repair it
If I ever had change your opinion towards me
Then think this way
I might change to be a better person
Or worst
I may not know this because what I do I do is right for my thoughts tell me so
It is hard to say what your actions wana say
Cause words can lie
And action always tells the truth unless you are train to do the opposite
Im telling you this is because I don’t want you to be deceive by anyone nor me myself
And if you do trust me then have faith in me for I will be better for you
And I wont try to be worst cause I know how it feels like to be threaten that way
And if you caught me doing what you cannot accept
Like doing drugs
Or stealing
Or drinking
Or doing what im not supposed to do
I hope that you will leave a bad impression about me
And spread to the world that im not what I am they think it is
And forget about me
Cause If u care about me
Then i might ask you to join me
To do those things I did
Worst yet to influence you
So it is better of.. not knowing me then to get yourself involve in my affair
Im writing this so that you will know what to do when this things happens
And im still conscious about what im doing now
Well it is still for you to decide on things
I know this is kinda sad post..
But it is better to know it earlier
Dun be serious
Or sad
Or disappointed
For now…..
im still me
And I will try to overcome myself as long as im still conscious
On my action
Hey hey
Let me tell u a joke alright..
You went to an event,
And then…
There is this lucky draw
And you won something!!
They announce very like a big event
And when you go up
Everybody claps
And guess what you won a….
PEN!!!!!
lame right lame right?
i know its not funny
or maybe it didn't make your day..
but promise me that u will smile..
:)

He is Able

hmmmm.. lets try posting...
i know its been awhile...
hope it works... hope it works
please work... please work
can post ah can post ah?
did it post???
....................
..................
...........................
YAY!!!
it made it...
lol...
hahahaha
i made it post!!
so proud..
LOL
no la
just a few thoughts that im bored or maybe proud of it??
hahahaha...
coming back here after 4 days of CNY
well there are a few events
that i suddenly feel addicted to it
1 of it was a game
name The Last Remnant
a Role Playing Game (RPG)
where u play a virtual character
do quest got storyline
upgrade urself and all
and complete the game
but the thing is
i just started playing n i gt hook up to the game
played until 130am starting from the day i arrive here
the next thing is
computer
my hand is always itchy
have to on the computer
and in the end just stare at the screen wasting time
blogging is wasting time?
maybe..
but its a way for me to think and do something
rather than stare......
and stare.....
and play..
anyway..
if u r reading this...........
...................................
are you reading this??
..................................
..................................
how would i know if you are not reading right?
i mean if you reach this far you are reading it laaa
or maybe u just skip to the end???
:P
so which 1??
hahahaha
joking la
just playing around
today today
1 weird thing happen to me
the next class was at 2pm
and the previous class finishes at 11am
so my head was like
3 hours of break
3 hours...
3 hours...
something like that la
then my head automatic think of 12pm
so my head add 3 hours into the 12pm
and it get 3pm
so it sums up
that my next class is at 3pm
and i nearly stop everyone from going at 2pm..
anyway this is getting long..
i should stop now...
hahahaha
get to you when i can post again!!
remember ah remember ah
leave with a smile.....
=).
fuh.. its been so long since i last post..
hahaha i mean.. in my hostel i really cant post
but naaaooo...
im in the library..
hahahaha so im giving you a warm welcome from my library..
there is no title because...
IM NOT LISTENING to any songs right now..
hahaha..
i mean...
u cant make noise in the library right?
so yeah.. im not listening to any songs right now..
=D
haha im happy..
and you shouldn't be sad..
so SMILE!!
it will definitely make your day..
:)

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Things Are Gona Get Better

lets try making a poem ben
alright but its not gona sound nice
who cares? just do it
LOL alright alright
what to write about leh?
hmmmmmmm.......

hello hello hello;
lost in the low;
in blanks and emptiness;
an idea appears;
to write for fun;
with no sense of pain;
the weather is fantastic;
with the sun and breeze;
bright and cool;
just like you;
listening to music;
while doing physics;
in front of the computer;
thinking about scooter;
end up;
fooling around;
just like me;
drinking tea;
i know its not that great;
but its better than grape;
this for sure;
is not pure;
but it did 1 thing;
it made you SMILE!!..

wahahahahahahahaha
fu yoh i din know i can be that bad
a lil secret
i googled what rhymes what
hahahahaha
a title?
i dun think i can think of 1 right now..
so im leaving it just like that la
hahaha
oh if it didn't make u smile
and it offended you in a way
im sorry..
:)

Roketeer

okay.. i change everything because the previous 1 seems dull
hahahaha
so here is a new look
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
:)

Sweet Serendipity

2nd day of Chinese New Year..
i gt my hair cut.. :D
and every time i cut my hair..
there will be all sorts of style
somehow i look not very nice
i mean its my description of my looks not others
my brother says i look funny
some say i look nice
some say neater
some didn't say at all
some didn't notice...
wait how come they can do not notice i cut my hair?? hahahaha
oh well stuff happens..
hahaha anyway..
short hair is fun
don't need to comb!!
u know after taking a bath
u wipe your hair
some will try to style their hair according to their liking
but when your hair is super short
why bother styling?
just wipe and go..
don't care its messy or neat
but i like it messy
so that i can play with my hair anytime
and people know that thats my style
hahahaha im crapping
messy is fun what
dun have to bother what others think about you
i mean do you bother looking at other people's appearance in the mall?
like let say
"woah check out that dude spike hair"
or
"yeah i like the way she did her side parting"
are you like that?
i don't think everyone is like that though
its not like the surrounding cares about your hair or your shoe
unless you are a celebrity
then its a different matter
the best thing about hair
is appearance
and yet
in a crowded place
everyone looks the same
thinks the same
thinking about what?
thinking about safety
about their belongings
about work
about "what to do next? where to go? where to go? omgosh im lost...."
and still
whenever we pass by a mirror or something that can reflect our image
we tend to stop
look at ourself
and the 1st thing we will see
is
our hair
and start redoing
or fixing our hair
like we are going on an interview
or on a date
but it turns out we like to do it to waste time
for fun!
oh noooooooooooooo
i crap quite long
and i think i don't have the heart for this post
anyway
i had fun!
i got free dinners
on Chinese New Year Eve
Chinese New Year
2nd day of Chinese New year i got 2 dinners!
and no my stomach cant take it
its abit too much
for me
but i had fun
hahahaha
hmmmmmmmm.....
i didn't play any firecrackers this time
see how la when i get back to uni
everyone seems to be in their hometown
so i can't do anything much here
but will find what to do...
hahahaha
alright alright
i've been hugging this blog
so im gona let it go for now
cause its getting boring..
hahahaha
i wish you smile
cause when you smile you look beautiful
so...
SMILE!!!!!
:)

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Saviour of the World

woah its been too long i didn't post..
well there are reasons
but i'm not stating it cause its just another bad influence
let you all wonder is fine to me
but hey! i'm back!!
this whole month i mean not yet the whole month
well its not the end of January yet
but its closing the end
what i have learn during this month its a lot
and yes each and everyday there are good things happening around me
bad also but because its God surprises i love both of them equally
here is 1 i would like to share
during my birthday (obviously its in the passed)
wait go back to the night before the day of my birthday
it was 2315pm (malaysia time not any other country timing!!)
i was doing my own thing listening to music while chatting online in campus
then i got a message that there is a meeting later at around 2330
and i have to go down
with nothing to expect in mind
i got a surprise from my course-mates and roommates
a birthday cake (im not too sure what it is but i remember the topping it is blueberry =P)
yup and that state the beginning of my birthday although the clock haven't strike 12 but im already 21!!
the presents i got from that is a group of friends remembered my birthday, smiles, laughter, birthday signs, supper and a cake knife!
and as the day goes on i got wishes from the moment i got into the bus to lecture halls
until i reach back campus
my family send me a card and a call from them makes me happy too
in the afternoon i got an invitation for dinner from Perlis Grace Centre youth
its a few of us but yeah its fun i love them
this was another surprise too
when they say dinner
my thought was "ok freeee dinnnerr!! weeeeeeeeeee~!!"
nothing more nothing less
we reach church cause church was our meeting place
then we set off to a decent chinese restaurant in Taman Perlis
the food were awesome!
delicious and we finish the whole thing
there were 9 of us including me
and the best part is always the last part when out of the blue
there is a cake for me
yes another cake!!
this time was blueberry cake and the texture is soft!! awesome!
not only that
i receive another card
and a collar shirt as my present!
how cool is that? (yeah yeah i got better)
well too me its certainly is the 1st..
because i had hide my birthday from facebook, skype and even hotmail
so its a surprise within a surprise to me
well dinner ended with lots of chit chat and planning to explore Perlis on Saturday that week
at night the last of all was a call from from......
..............  not telling :P
all in all that day was a blessing
and yeah of course i smiled the whole day!!
so here it is i'm back for the holidays
celebrating Chinese New Year!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~!!
there will be lots of visiting and food and ang paus (red packet)
and.... and.... foood laa..
although my original plan was to stay back at campus cause they only give me 1 week
but since its CNY then i have to come back
and a day before i board the bus i was sick..
my temperature was 37.9 degree
it was a high fever
but but i keep thinking that it is not high (=.=")
is it high? (grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......)
ok ok don't want to argue :P
anyway on that day i board the bus
my fever went back down
and replace with cough and flu and nose block!
and before that i got Bible study and dinner!
awesome!
even though im still sick
it is still awesome!!
cause there are so many caring people
that send me off that day (last 2 days)
and now
i got nothing to expect for this holiday
and keeping in mind that there will be surprises waiting
Thank you Lord!
Thank you for reading...
eh eh..
got SMILE OR NOT!!!
SMILE AH!!!!
:)

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Better Is One Day

its new year already!
but im not in the new years mood..
its so hard to think what i want to achieve this year
and i look back i really didn't achieve much from all of the previous years resolution
but what i really want this year is surprises
living everyday with enthusiastic of surprises
and to view them later
perhaps through this blog
or
in my own memory
well if i can manage this blog last month
then i have the will to do it the next month
yes i might get bored
tired
lazy
or even having thoughts like
"what's the purpose of this blog?"
sometimes i keep forgetting what it is
so this time i have to do my best
in order to surprise myself
to make this years resolution
which is
"let God surprise me this year"
came true
and i know it will be my
1st
achievement through the years that i have lived
everything is possible through Him
and its not just 1 surprise
its more than 1 surprises
as long as it went through the years
everyday is filled with surprises
agree?
and 1 more thing
to you
i wish a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
the Earth had made a complete circle this day
cheers~
and
God bless you!
:)