Thursday, December 30, 2010

Picture To Burn

Ben you know something...
you don't like playing rough but...
you your own self plays so rough...
what is the meaning of this?..
can you like do what you say?
because we too don't like playing rough
and don't try to deny it..
you may not feel that you are playing rough
but your actions
the way you move
can and will hurt us..
not once
but more than once
and what you do?
you say sorry
do you think saying sorry
can solve everything?
do you think you can just walk away with saying sorry?
and start all over again
playing rough?
do you think our injuries can be heal or recover the moment you say sorry?
i don't think so..
i know you want to win
no...
you like to win..
but please do it with your own capabilities
and not result to roughness in the game
its cheating and very hurtful
so what if you lose?
is your pride that big to want to win all the time?
i know you are better than that..
give chance to your teammates
they can do something too
have faith
and please do lose
well its better than playing solo
and winning
cause the joy doesn't shared
when you win by yourself
can you do that?
Ben?
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yes i will.....

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

More than words

hmmmm...
today was unexpectedly wet..
morning was kinda special today
i mean after lunch
dad ask to clean the bind of the front pouch
me and my brother agreed
cause i don't want to sit in front of the computer
all the time waiting for people to chat with
you know how sien is it?
its like staring into space and you don't want to move
don't even know what to do with the computer and internet are on
just sit down and wait... wait
until this is born!!
oh well
back to the story
so we clean the bind of the front pouch
there are 4 bind
at first we were blur on how to do
so we try and error
wetting the sponge
climb up the ladder and wipe slowly
but due to the dust and lots of lizard/birds crap
we find it hard to finish quickly
then we had an idea
"i think we should spray the bind first"
then we started spraying water to the bind...
then then we find out that it started to get our shirt wet
another idea came in
"i think we should take our cloths off"
we take it off and start to clean the bind
my bro did 2
i did 2
clean up the craps and dusty bind
then finally it is clean
at first we thought of repainting the bind after we clean
but because our cleaning is so goooooooooood
it look like it just repainted by itself
it looks brand new
when it is almost done my brothers friend came
so i took over the last wipe and my brother went in to bath
he is going out
after that..
i'm back with staring in front of the computer again
aimlessly
(=,=")
until....................
Jin Ee calls!
(^,^)v
JE : "what are you doing?"
Me : "just wake up" (lie)
JE : "why you like to sleep 1111111"
Me : "weather so nice to sleeeep" (another lie)
JE : "come lets play basketball naaaoooo"
Me : "but its only 445" (truth)
JE : "not 5 aldy meh? go oni laaaaa"
Me : "ok ok i invite the rest oso 5 only i go ah"
JE : "call Yi An oso"
Me : "ok ok bye!"
hangs up
then sent out sms to the "rest"
"basketball 3b 5pm!"
then prepare and start walking out
walk half way
Jin Ee call again
JE : "where are you?"
Me : "half way adi"
JE : "ok i walk now"
Me : "lol u havent come out yet?"
JE : "now laaaa call yi an ah"
Me : "yea yea"
JE : "bye bye"
hangs up
then call Yi An
but the weather is kinda dark
like its gona rain
but i still go anyway
reach at 1 spot
i call Jin Ee
Me : "where are you?"
JE : "i'm almost reaching my guard house"
Me : "so slow?"
JE : "yea la"
Me : "ok ok i meet u at court"
about to reach the court
saw him at the interception point
he say
"our timing so good adi"
(=,=")
i say
"yea right you are still behind me, if i go now i reach the court earlier than you"
he say
"wait for me laa"
i say
"ok lor"
then we set off
to the court
and then it started to drizzle
but we don't care
reach there
the rain suddenly stop awhile
out of the blue
Michael came..
we shoot ball (throw ball skillfully and try to make the ball fall into the hoop :P)
then Zhang Bin and Teng Han came
but its already kinda heavy the rain
they (Michael, Zhang Bin, Teng Han) decided to suddenly went off to mamak i think
left me and Jin Ee there again
(=,=")
Jee Keng call to ask if still can play anot
i said can
:D
but he didn't came oso
:(
so as Edric
=(
and we continue playing
ourself
(=,=")
the 1 thing that i tak puas is
Jin Ee shooting is sharper than mine!!!
so fake!
for today only
:P
played in the rain
AWESOME!!
its been so long
that i haven't played in the rain
hahaha
:D
indescribable feeling that only weird peoples like me understand
:P
went home soaking wet..
hair wet
shirt wet
pants wet
shoe wet
underwear wet
socks wet
toes wet
yes everything wet
(=,=")
Jin Ee..... Ben will have his revenge
next time
not anytime soon
tired
for the moment
(=,=")
upon reaching home
i got an sms saying
"Helloooo budak xD"
:P
i know who is it
you also know who is it
><
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ok ok
here is the stuff i wana share with you
the reason why we can play under the rain
with no fear of getting sick or being scold by our parents is that
well to me
my thinking was
"i won't leave him alone in the rain, if he goes then i will go but if he stays i will stay with him too"
yea it was like that, that was mine
maybe he thought of the same or maybe another different thought
but if both of us having the same thought
then the both of us will not move from the spot..
we used to have 6-10 us that enjoyed playing in the rain
and we don't mind because....
our antibodies are good!! (perasan)
no la
we just like the presence of one another
its way too fun
we laugh and our butts hurt
cause we fell down
and landed on out butts..
:D
but now since everyone is busy so its hard for us to gather these people now
and and we are not gay!!!!
:P
so i'm gona make a big jump of the topic and
say.......
i'd like to challenge you
if i say
"i will be beat you in the things you are good at.."
are you ready to accept the challenge?
:P
will u say
"come la i'm gonna tapau (beat u so badly that u dun wan to mess with me) you!"
or
"i lose i lose u win ok?"
which is it?
:)
end
with
a
SMILEEEE!!!

Monday, December 27, 2010

Talking To The Moon

special day
special time
with special people
to be together
for 1 night
to share
be happy
no worries
smile
laughter
love
care
small talks
lame jokes
songs
wishes
and
hopes
great food
drinks
and environment

let this day be
no
let there be a day in the year that
we can meet up
without any care
for the busy world
but with lots of joy and nonsense
that we are able to turn back time
and cherish every moment together
through hot and cold
and to be able to laugh until the sun rises
cheers to you and loved ones
Merry Christmas.

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Christmas day i praise God for reminding me
and soo yin you really dressed up this time
or maybe i didn't see you in that dress before
and you look beautiful although i can't express it
cause i'm stun.. :P
chun yeet i'm sorry that i drag you along
i didn't know that you are tired
today i..... (26th Dec)
had a wonderful time with the gangs
a wonderful bbq dinner at walter's place
alot of retardness but its awesome to be with them
alot of laughter and lame jokes
and now i hope i can wake up in the morning
to play basketball
wahahahaha
my ankle is recovered! not so la
so im not gona force it later..
weeeeeeeee~
don't worry worse come to worse ankle sprain again lor
but i'm still in 1 piece ma not 2 pieces or more that 1 pieces
hahaha :P
oh oh
MALAYSIA BEAT INDONESIA!!!!!!
3-0
Malaysia boleh..
hahaha
you guys should see
all 3 goals were scored at the 2nd half
55min-69min
yes kinda fast they score the goals
abit of comment la
no.9 play a splendid game!!
thats all for now..
hahaha
:)

Friday, December 24, 2010

My Hands

( Its seriously long!!!!!!)
last 4 days was something unexpected.. (today is 24th so count yourself!!)
well not that unexpected but by faith i guess
cause cause
i went to Penang Island with no plan at all
well
maybe there are plans
but its not me that plan
the people that plan my trips are Agnes, Joo Keat and Boon
yes and the best thing is i enjoyed it
so here is the story for my trip
20th is the day i depart from KL
21st is the day i arrived and start going on the trip
21st is also the day i went back
22nd is the day i reach home
see the amazing short period of time
and imagine how tired is going to be
but yeah Ben had an awesome stamina
so he made it through
but but
its for the other 3 people
that i'm worried
anyway..
here it is..
a report or maybe i'm testing my memory see how far it can take me back
20th Dec
the time was 7pm
my brother was getting ready so do i
and when my brother's friend arrive we had to leave the house to fetch
another of my brother's friend
and we head of to the komuter station located behind Carefore
at 1st we had 4 of us
me + my bro + 2 of my bro's friend = 4 people
then another 5 of my brother's friends arrived
so now is
4 + 5 = 9 peoples
we buy ticket for 9 peoples
then we meet up on the other side with another 4 peoples
so now it adds to
9 + 4 = 13 peoples
wow..
i'm sure you know maths
we take the komuter
and arrived at KL Central by 2013
well why do we arrived so early for?
cause some of us haven't had our dinner and we decide to had 1 over there
at this point
we had to split the group
cause some wanted McD and some wanted something else other than McD
4 wanted McD
rest say anything but McD
so you will get
13 - 4 = 9
i'm with the 9 people of course
we walk and found a shop that looks clean
and without any hesitation we enter
i don't mind because
1. McD is so pack and i don't like to squeeze
2. I had my dinner already so i'm not eating anything
after dinner it was 2103 or so
now we got nothing to do cause we were chase out by the restaurant because they are clossing
we left and then wondering around the station
and we meet up with the other 4
so now is
9 + 4 = 13
we went to the cafeteria and regretted not going there at the first place
although i ask them if they wanted to go to the cafeteria
then then
we found a special machine that can bring your can drink in a special way
unlike the vending machine which usually you put in money and press the button of your drink
then you will hear a "something drop" sound and your drink is at the bottom
this 1 is like you insert your money then there is this "hand" that go to your drink
and the can will be kick out of place to go to the hand and the hand will deliver it to the
delivering place and you get the drink from there the catchy point is, it shows you how they did it
my brother bought 2 drinks just to see how it works
yes 2 DRINKS just to SEE HOW IT WORKS!!
but it is still cheap a can = RM 1
although a bottle is RM2
but anyway
some of my brother's friend did buy just to be in awe of that machine
ok after wondering for an hour
we finally sat in the train
that was 2206
the ticket says it depart at 2200
but its our country so we understand
in the train
i was in a different compartment than my brother and his friends
so it was like
1 - 13 = -12
yes i'm alone!
in the train after we depart
and after our ticket was check i went to my brother's compartment
and talk
and chit
and chat
then i had a sausages
and kuih before i doze off
but the train is hard to sleep
because you are sitting down rather than laying down
yes we are poor
we can't afford the beds in the train
so its hard to get a good night sleep
its like every station when the train stops i will automatically
wake up
a broken sleep indeed
21st Dec
we arrived safely at 0648
some of us wanted to go to the loo
so we wait until everyone is done
and we walk to the jetty
Agnes messaged me at 0656
asking have i boarded the ferry
and i taught of messaging her when i got into the ferry
but i'm still waiting for them to let me enter the ferry
anyway i did messaged her..
in the ferry
everyone was so excited because it is like their first time in the ferry or everyone was just being sarcastic
but i like the view
although at first i was kinda shocked
cause Penang Island sure do had a lot of apartment and flats
in close by places
unlike Kuala Lumpur
or maybe i'm not use to seeing those tall tall buildings
but its still a sight early in the morning
the ride was short
10-13 minutes
if i'm not wrong
and when we reach
this is the time i parted with the group and go with my plans ( i think )
and so the journey began ( i think )
Agnes request for me to wait at the bus stop at the jetty
and so i waited
and she arrived!
i hop in and behave
and we arrived at her house
and waited for
Joo Keat and Boon
while waiting
i had a cup of Milo
then they arrived in a maroon colored Proton Wira ( from this point i don't remember the time )
we hop in
and we wait
they are discussing where to eat
feeling a bit bad
i say
"can we move out from the house because Agnes' mom wants to close the gate"
yes of course they listen and we move out and for a short moment we start discussing again
finally after 3 minutes
we head out for breakfast
at a cafe nearby
i had fried raddish
Joo Keat had porridge
Boon had Curry Mee
Agnes had Pan Mee
it was slightly different from where i come from and its nice!
straight away we went to Chew Jetty a historical site and 1 of the clans jetties of Penang
at first i don't know where were they taking me
because they keep saying jetty so i thought it was the jetty i came from but its not
when they drive into an alley
i had thoughts like
"are they gona rob me and then throw me into the sea?!?"
"oh nooooo i hope its not that way"
but but
it wasn't like this at all
it was more like a we are going to a fisherman's village
to see how is it over there
i walk a bit faster cause i wanted to know more
wanted to see more i even thought of sitting down with them
at the jetty
but it seems like we don't have much time as there are more to see
the jetty was kinda big and spacious its also comfortable
not to mention that the people living there are experience people
its a heritage
but 1 thing strike me when i was there
as i look up the sky that day
God was watching over us
you know.. before i enter the train
i had doubt in Penang
so i prayed for blessed day
and at that moment... no at the moment that Agnes messaged me
it is an answer for me
ok back to the story
after that we went to Pinang Peranakan Mansion where the many first Babas and Nyonyas
in Malaysia
it is antic
a lot of artifacts
but i'm sure there are more
the place was like an ancient time house where the chinese rich people in China use to stay
there the one we watch in chinese drama where the plot was during the old old dynasty time
the bed, the ancestral room, the kitchen, the dining place and the hall!
almost all of it was similar
and then
the most interesting thing is that we heard that the colored glass in the windows tells tale
and the last glass was from the disney original show "Mulan" or "Mulan" was taken from there??
hmmmmm....
anyway
i had my awesome dragon fruit add bird nest ice blended!
it is RM5.60
at first it taste neutral
then they ask if i wanted milk
i said why not
they added milk
got taste got taste!
then after awhile
the lady ask again
can i add in guava juice inside
i was praising God
"thank you Father!"
so now i had an
awesome dragon fruit add bird nest, milk and guava juice!
weeee
off to the next destination
which is the Fort of Cornwallis
there had a mythical cannon
it was big
but not that large
it says that
the cannon was floated after it was sank
and if a lady who can't get pregnant
puts a flower inside the cannon
and she will get pregnant
i don't know how true it is but i'm not gona try
cause i'm a guy!!!
saw some history about the fort
it is a star shape fort and at first i thought it wont hold any prisoners
because if a fort hold any prisoners
and if there is a break in and let the prisoners out
the fort will have to fight not only the enemies on the outside
they have to fight with the prisoners on the inside too
so my thinking was
it can't have a prison cell
but what do you know
there is 1!
i even said it proudly
i guess that is what happen when i'm too confident
at the same place we had our lunch
then again
i ask them
why is there a basketball court in the middle of a town
and not in a housing area where the residents can play and not tourist playing
this time i'm sure i said it right
but it surprised me again that
there are people playing basketball at that time
and it was noon like let say 1400
my words fired back at me again...
next thing i just keep my thought to myself
we had mee sotong for lunch
it is something new!
its fried me mamak style
pedas and there are sotong!
a fulling and burning lunch
i think i remember the drink
Agnes had limau ais
Boon had coconut shake
Joo Keat had coconut
I had cendol
awesome describes it..
the next destination
was butterfly park where u get to see lots of butterfly
not only that
you also get to see
giant millipedes
scorpions
snapping turtle
camouflage insects
snakes
iguana
komodo dragon
gecko
beetles
lizards
crab
toads
japanese carp
fishes
spiders
and more butterflies
then after that we went to the dam
the dam was quite close to the butterfly park
and i didn't know it was that close
cause if something went wrong and the dam breaks
the water will flood the butterfly park easily and the hotels and houses down its path
ok back to the journey
after that we went to South Quay
a soon to be open mall and hotels for the rich and above average people
they had a light house!
and their "boat park" is about to complete
their rooms are like wow no words to explain
even their front entrance is open but it had cooler installed
so even if its a hot noon day like today
it stills feel cooler
their architecture design is very nice
i like
and i can imagine
that the only way to show your wealth is not through cars but through your yacht or your boat that you are parking it over there
i like that kind of idea
i hope when i visit there the next time i can get to see all those boats and some cars..
we walk around to just knowing the place
explore here and there
and finally its time to go
we went to gurney plaza
and walk around again
saw an interesting cafe name clinic cafe
on the outside it looks interesting but on the inside i dun think it is..
went to the arcade to lose in a game
bought a crispy roll from Hot and Roll
for those who have no idea
its a must to try
not only in Penang
I'm sure other shopping mall do have..
and at this moment
sign of exhausted
is showing among the 3
Boon had an eye bag
Joo keat had red eyes
Agnes eyes are closing
and Ben is still moving around ( still got energy :P )
then at 1800 more or less
they had to go
leaving me alone in Gurney Plaza
i chase them out cause i don't want to bother them anymore
but i do hope they had fun like i did
at this time
i can't get Mark
yea he is my next plan
i hang around Coffee Bean awhile
i tried their new drink
Chocolate Peppermint ice blended
it was ok la
i prefer the other new 1 though
Chocolate Orange
its awesome!
while waiting Agnes offer to teman me until Mark arrives
through sms
and i did but the sad thing is my battery is running low
we prayed and God answered her prayer instantly cause
he arrived after i said her prayer
at 2000 ( i think )
we had dinner at gurney drive
i had asam laksa with big fishball
he had claypot chicken rice
my drink was Coffee Bean Chocolate Peppermint
he had cincau
then we take a walk cause there are not much to do in a short period of time
talk about old times
it sure brings back memory
at 2115 ( i think )
we headed back cause he don't want me to miss the ferry and missing the train
so i took a taxi and off i go
i pray for his safety back
and when i reach the jetty
just when i wanted to send a message to Agnes
my phone battery give up on me and went to sleep
took the ferry back to mainland
apparently the ferry back to mainland is free!!
and in the ferry i look back to see the lights of those tall tall building
a happening night.. i thought to myself but i'm going back and i enjoyed your company
i reach the station by 2200 i wanted to buy a magazine to keep me awake until my trains comes
but there are no interesting magazines there
then I decide to take a nap
so i take my chances and leave it to God to wake me up when the train come
and true enough
God did wake me up by using the guard to wake me up and ask what is my train
and i said my train number and he said its already here
at 2230 the train arrived
boarded the train and try to sleep again
and i'm leaving by 2300
22nd Dec
middle of the night i woke up because it was so cold
shivering
but will pull through the night and finally arrived at KL central
at 0703
buy a ticket to Subang Jaya
just to realize that the next train was 0705
the train arrived i hurried and manage to make it before the crowds enter the train
and i touch home ground
dig out some syilling
to call my mom cause my phone is sleeping and doesn't want to wake up
mom pick me up
and buy nasi lemak for breakfast
she complain its expensive
i just smile
reach home
bath
had breakfast
and i think i chat awhile
then i went to bed
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satisfy?
yes indeed...
until results come out.....
not gona tell you!!!!
bye bye!

the thing i realize that there are kind souls everywhere
in the bus at the bus stop
in the train
and even at the streets
they are willingly to help you and all we need to do is ask
take for example in the train there is an old lady standing
i can't offer my seat because i'm not sitting i'm standing
but there is 1 young man from the other side of the train
maybe 7 seats away from her
he stood up and ask the lady to take his seat
the lady wasn't even asking
and she got her seat
another incident was
when we went to Chew Jetty
we had no idea where to park our car
then we ask 1 of the residence there
and he lead us into a parking spot under a shade
"For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened" - Matthew 7:8 NIV
it can be applied in everyday's life because God is everywhere
hahahaha
:)
SMILEEEE!!!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Falling Stars

i did something wrong today..
i've been observing whole day..
i saw something that will only hurt me more and that is group of people talking to themselves neglecting other people..
i mean its good for them cause they are bonding with 1 another..
how bout me?
i've been sitting alone at 1 corner observing you all..
i'm not complaining/whining because i know that if i try to fit in it just won't work i don't even know what are they talking about so if i try to make my way in..
it doesn't make any different if i'm outside..
so this time i'm just an observer..
seeing those smiles, serious talk, laughter, and most of all their body language..
sometimes its funny, sometimes it can be hurtful because i constantly thinking how i wish i could just join in..
but i know that its not gonna benefit the group unless i'm sure i know what they are talking and the least i can do is to prolong their conversation if not it won't work..
yes this is what you call distancing yourself from others and wishing them to come to you..
in other words i'm sulking today..
well..
to be honest its not until that bad la..
i still talk to other people and there are kind soul that will talk to me also..
so its not a bad situation..
don't worry i'm okay..
i'm just saying that its another side of Ben that can get emo one!!..
lolx no la not emo..
just introvert..
:P
anyway i got challenged to try to share the Gospel..
i know its gonna be hard..
so take it easy on me please..
and so i pray.. (don't mind me..)

"Lord I'm scared with just the thought of sharing the good news and the gospel to my friends O Lord
 yes Lord you know me better Lord 
I'm definitely scared of rejection more than any other things Lord
I am sorry and I admit that I had sin and although I was given the opportunity to share 
but I let it pass right through my eyes, hands, and conscious Lord 
Lord I pray for forgiveness, strength, wisdom, and courage O Lord. 
I pray for your forgiveness of sins O Lord
I pray for your strength to be strong against temptation and rejection O Lord
I pray for wisdom in the gospel, good news and let my mouth be your translator to the people around me O Lord
I pray for courage to help me face my fear of rejection
I pray Lord to be with me now and then be with the people i shared Lord
Let your will be done in me and also the other Christians out there Lord
and I pray all this in Jesus Christ most holy name
Amen"

and if u all got time please do come down to this!

if you can't its okay.. i'm fine..
:P

last of all..
don't forget toooooooo
SMILE!!!!
:)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Never Grow Up

Today i watch Tron! in 3D!! its soooo expensive!! RM21.00!!!!!!!!!
i duno how we end up watching 3D also..
but anyway.. the show was ok ok la not bad and not very good either.. so if you plan to watch i suggest NO 3D!!!!
sorry cinemas i'm an anti 3D person :P
then then i went for the Drama Production named Pins & Needles produced by City Harvest Church played in City Harvest Church..
and guess what!
Its its its...
AWESOME!!!!!
2 thumbs up!!
can't describe in words
its better to see it for yourself then i describe it cause it will lose its awesomeness if i try to describe it in words..
still got time to catch the show!!
the dates and times are:
Dec 17 8.30pm,
Dec 18 8.00pm,
Dec 19 10.00am,
place: City Harvest Church near Sunway UniCol!!
and yes u can catch it today!! since today is 17th (Malaysian timing.. :P)
if you can't then i will describe it in 1 sentence
it is...
true, life lessons and everyday life!!
after that i had lotsa lotsa fellowship time with people whom i just met but somehow connected in some mysteriously way..
i think thats about it... kinda tired though...
wait...!!
before i knock out..
thanks to facebook and friends that are willing to share something for me
facebook for me to ask in public and friends who had reply
i finally downloaded Taylor Swift Speak Now album!!!!
weeeeeeeee~~
thanks to Andreas for sharing..
not 1 but 2 website to download it..
oh i shared money with Nic to buy City Harvest Church Album..
its worth it but i haven't rip it yet can't wait to listen to it..
Adele! thanks for caring and keep telling me to come early for the Drama Production..
I had a wonderful time!!
and
thanks to someone for teman-ing me msg.. hahahaha you know who you are!!
:P

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

With All I Am

The story for today start with "Today.."
answer:
Today Ben went on a solo adventure around kl??
hmmm....
not exactly kl la...
short while in kl then subang already..
here it is..
Ben's adventure:
from:

Ben's home
to
the bus stop in USJ 3
to
Subang Parade
to
The KTM Komuter Station in Subang Jaya
to
KL Central
to
The KTM Komuter Station in Subang Jaya
to
Subang Parade
to
Sunway Pyramid
to
The Bus Stop in USJ 3
to
Ben's home

geng leh
i know i know (syok sendiri...)
its very far you know!! (all take bus and train only not much of a walking... don't believe him if he say far!!)
and its tiring Ben is exhausted (most of the time sit down.. don't believe him!!)
ok ok here is the story for each stop:

Ben's home:
basically ben live here too bad he is not gona show you the real picture.. is just a drawing :P



The Bus Stop in USJ 3:
Ben walk all the way to the bus stop to wait for the bus to go to subang parade in the bus he got this!!!
yes its a bus ticket!!! (don't mind the date.. as you can see its wrong!!! cause he threw away his)

Subang Parade:
nothing to display just a stop nearer to the ktm komuter station in subang :P

The KTM Komuter Station in Subang Jaya:
this is where Ben take the train tooooooooooooo kl central!! and he got this!!!
its a train ticket!!!
choo choo!!

KL Central:
the place where Ben bought this!!

2 ticket to Penang!!! (on the right is the waiting list to buy the ticket on the left..) 
weeeeeee~~
now its time to go back
choo choo!!

The KTM Komuter Station in Subang Jaya:
this time the train was pack cause of everybody finishes work
and i'm surprise that most of the passenger is dropping of at subang also

Subang Parade:
its a walk from the station to the bus stop maybe around 5 min? to take a bus to
sunway pyramid got into the bus to have this!!!:
another bus ticket!!! yes its a different bus this time :P

Sunway Pyramid:
to meet a friend to acquire this!!:
flyers to the drama production call Pins & Needles (because Ben don't know the way to the church :P)
and not to forget a drink from:
Coffee Bean!!! (suddenly so excited for no reason)
then its time to go~
take the bus and acquire this!!
yes another bus ticket back!!
and yes again another bus!!
and yes again its a different bus!!

The Bus Stop in USJ 3:
they stop to kick me out cause its too pack and no air to breath in the bus (liar!!!!)

Ben's home:
yes finally i can rest!!!! (bluffer.. if he rest he won't be posting this.. this prove that he got lots of free time :P)
to sum it up Ben have sat 3 diff bus and a train thats all (that is soooo true!!!)
what do you wan inner voice (oops.. he found out.. bye bye got to run)
Eh! wait don't run!!!! (Bye Bye~~)
Oh man.. ok thats all for today.. thank you thank you!!
now i got to catch him.. *bluek* :P

oh oh not too forget i need to thank this people:
Agnes!! thank you for "curing" my boredom.. hahahaha :)
Adele for reminding me to collect the flyer and the wonderful drink u made!!
Jon for telling me what time to take the train..
Nic for telling me that he cannot help me.. hahahaha :P
Mark for telling me that he is free after 3pm.. thanks now i can plan my day :)
last of all
God for following me in everywhere i go.. Thank you..
eh eh.. Justina!!!! lol surprise to see your name here?? hahahaha the weather there is cold (and u r not cooler than the weather!! hahahaha :P).. wear lotsa lotsa cloths ya!!!
BYYYYEEEEEE!!~
:)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Got Your Back

"the term sky touches the ground..
what does that mean??"
"i know i know!!
Cameron Highland!!!!"
......
"no"
......
"hmmmm...
i know i know!!!"
"yes? yes?"
"u wana know?"
"of course la.."
"Genting Highland!!!"
......
"no"
.....
"Mount Kinabalu??"
"no"
"Everest?"
"no"
"sea breeze?"
"no"
"mist?"
"no"
"airplane flying through the cloud?"
"n.....
wait
maybe..
ok ok
all on the above are right"
"but but u say no!!! how can!!"
"okay.. my mistake
i was thinking of a downpour"
"downpour?"
"yes a downpour"
"as in heavy rain?"
"yes heavy rain!!"
"don't believe you! hmmph!!.."
"wait wait let me at least finish first"
"ok"
=,="
"what! you say u wana finish it first.."
"ok ok"
"here it goes"
"you see ah when clouds that are wanting to rain they turn grey right?"
"then then"
"if u stand on a high ground, you will be able to see far untill there is a part that are still shining and then u know that it is something beautiful to see.."
"okay.."
"look around or if u wait awhile it will eventually rain.. then when it rains u can see shadows or water covering the light.. n it seems that it is the same color as the sky n thus it look as though as the sky had extended and touches the ground.. pressuring whatever is there on the ground.. what a sight indeed.. but after all this the ground stood the same, houses are still the same, trees are there, leaf gone astray, no accident not much of a change. just wet and cold. then if you are good enough to spot a rainbow it will be a magnificent sight after a downpour.."
0.o
"ok ok take the sky extending down as a big big problem that are pressuring you.. then think yourself whether you wana be a tree or a leaf? you will get it why.. if you chose the tree then you will be able to handle hardship for you have planted your roots but if you chose leaf you are only depending on the tree to take you there and you are weak!! in other words you are depending on others more.. after the storm or problems you will stand your ground or be astray.. either way the rainbow still come out and a cool and a nice feeling surrounds.."
=.=
"wat wat??"
"thats all??"
"yes.."
"LLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!"
:D
hahahahahahaha

smileeeeeeeeeeee
nothing happen when making this post
:P

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Burn

i'm not a regular blogger as u have seen in my blog..
i'm not a very handsome boy as u have seen in my profile picture..
i'm not a creative person as you have seen my blog's lay out
i don't know if the font is too big but i certainly know that you all can read it,
i'm doing this out of boredom cause i gt nothing to do (so obvious.. hahaha :D)
has my blog entertain you? i will leave that to you to decide
with blurry eyes and a worn out brain but i just can't sleep yet
because i know out there,
there is someone out there
still doing their work,
playing game
reading sites and eventually find mine, :P
know about this site just to check for update
and i can't lose to them
not yet at least let me finish my stupidity here..
u know i personally like this manga (comic)
but i'm not saying it here..
cause its publicity!!
so i'm not doing it here
curious?
i'm sure you're NOT!!
how i know?
i can read minds
*laugh*
i know its LAME!!
and and
i just realize that i'm childish
oh wait
my profile say...
"A kid in a big skin label adult.."
*laugh*
i just realize
*laugh* again *laugh*
hmmm...
fingernail long already!!
its time to cut..
but but
everytime without fail
laziness strike
alright this is to be continue cause im losing to my eye lid
its closing!!!!!!!!!!
very soon..


HIIIIIII!!!! ben is back...
no la just joking..
BYEEEE~~

:)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Keep You Much Longer

Finals finals.. not that hectic IF....
you study throughout the year, 
you overcome your feelings as time is nearing, 
you had great study group, 
you had discipline in your studies,
you had great friends to hang out with, 
you had a rival and a friend at the same time, 
you know to look for after exam 
and 
you smile a lot....
agree? agree?
alright i'll shall stop now
hmmm....
nvm i think i continue with......... "here..."
and... tadaaa!! (look below please)

here is a story.. it is obvious not written by me!!

HOW DO YOU BUILD A BETTER WORLD????

How do you build a better world? that is the question that  has puzzled mankind for centuries. Many things have been tried. Some have helped and some haven't. I think, though, that I was given a part of the answer just the other day.

My brother had just cleaned out his closet. It was something I needed to do as well even though I was afraid I might get lost in there and not find my way back out. When he brought over some of the extra clothes to my Dad's house, he asked me to look through them and see if there was anything I could use. I ended up just picking out a few pair of short pants to replace my worn out cut off jeans. I couldn't see keeping more cloths that I didn't need. I volunteered instead to take the rest of them over to the Goodwill store and donate them for him.

I loaded his clothes in the back of my car and then decided to brave the clutter of my own closet to add to his donation. It was a scary sight opening that door. The mess was tremendous.Still, the thought of doing something good for another spurred me on and kept me going. It took a long time, but I got it done. I was left with a much emptier closet, but a much fuller heart. As I carried my own bags of clothes to add to my brothers I couldn't help but smile. It was then that I saw how we all can go about building a better world.

We can do it one kind act of a time. 
We can do it one gift of charity at a time. 
We can do it one shared smile at a time. 
We can do it one uplifting word at a time. 
We can do it one heartfelt hug at a time. 
We can even do it one donated shirt at a time. 
We can build a better world with each act of love we share and good thing we do. 
We can do it with helpful hands and caring hearts. 
We can do it with cheerful spirits and joyous souls. 
We can do it knowing that God and His angels are smiling upon us and helping us every step of the way.

~Joseph J. Mazzella~

why don't we start now??
c ya!!~~
:)

Friday, November 19, 2010

About A Girl

i change my blog template a bit or maybe alot..
hahaha i duno...
i think i prefer the old 1..
or maybe i might chose another theme later la..
oh my..
im that bored..
hahahha
anyway majorities win ok
if you like it then i dun change but if not then I WIN!!!
lolx.. time limit?
im not sure..
until there is a comment or a sign la
:P

Half Of My Heart

Have you got a feeling that you want to sing along to a song being played in the car or radio or music player or anywhere else? 
Especially those catchy catchy or "you like" or "use to like" or "you know" or there are too many types of types of song...
but anyway songs..
they are the best thing in life too.. 
no matter what kind of songs Soul, R&B, Blue, Jazz, Rock, Metal, Hip Hop, Pop, Country, Religious, Classical, A Cappella, Techno, Dance or Other?? it will continue to play in our head and eventually we start to move our mouth, legs, hand, head or even started to dance.. 
it is not a bad thing i mean its a good thing cause sometimes song can change a person mood..

lets say you are listening to happy songs you started to be happy and started to sing along with the song or just go nuts cause later you need the mood to face certain kind of situation or maybe its your free time but you know that by listening to happy songs you have a positive thinking or wanted to be happy..
(lalalalalalalala o(^.^)o)

lets say you are listening to emotional songs which can lead you to depressing moments but you still sing along cause its nice to hear knowing it will break your heart for every single word they say it reminds you of those times that you were "happy" or you can't have or regretted..
(yes i know i'm bad >:D)

lets say you are listening to techno or metal with the right environment and company you started to lose control of yourself and the next thing you know its not a very nice thing to remember or maybe its an experience..
(i will be like this ("=.=") when it happened)

let say you are listening to study mood song (YES!! there are study mood song) you are actually switching on your nerd mode and face the book to study and not "facebook"!!! or read something to gain knowledge/leisure..
(study~study~study~study~.. why am i blogging????)

lets say you are listening to instrumental song especially piano, you are preparing to go to sleep........ 
(zzzz(-o-)zzzzzzzzzzzzz)

oops.. tertidur.. hahaha anyway songs are wonderful don't you think??

alright Goodnight!!

"Half of my heart got a grip on the situation; 
half of my heart takes time;
half of my heart got a mile run that i can keep loving you; 
can keep loving you; 
oh~ half of my heart"
 - Half Of My Heart, John Mayer -

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Naturally

hmmmm...
i'm bored..
seriously bored..
i mean after JIN EE ask me to call him then i'm totally bored
hey Jin Ee if you are reading this i have to say that today i had the same situation as you!!!
roommates all went out (not all la),
shops are close
no food
but at least i'm better!!! :P
i go find food and i got stock!!!
*laugh* at you!!
lolx...
alright back to the start...
i'm bored..
hmmmm...
"lets write something random"
*look around*
saw mouse
"nah"
saw book
"lazy to study now"
*stop*
*smile*
"hi speaker..."
alright alright i know this sounds out of mind
i'm writing about speaker..
speaker is a wonderful thing
why not?
i know its troublesome to bring it around especially when your lap top speaker is spoil due to constantly blasting without any chance of soften it down..
serve you right!!
*laugh*
lolx.. i'm bad
anyway
nobody lap top speaker in this unit are spoil so i'm just crapping just now
oh where were we?
*scroll up*
ok speaker
is a wonderful thing
why?
take note ya!
speaker make noise when plug into the lap top
lap top shut up when plugged in
familiar??
no???
no???
its just like US!
Do you have a friend that acts like a 'speaker' in part of your life??
or
Are you a 'speaker' for someone or a friend in your life??
or
You are your own 'speaker'?
speaker is like stepping up for someone when he/she is helpless or speechless or "i got your back, don't worry" kind of situation,
but after that don't ask for payment la,
you will only spoil the moment where he/she looks up to you,
(except for the fact it cant be carried around wherever we go)
i remember 1 time during basketball,
i keep on thinking that our team is gona lose for sure cause the opponent looks bigger, faster and sharper,
looks only you know,
if looks can change my mood of playing then i really got no mood for the game already,
just waiting to lose only,
and i'm tired,
but i keep asking,
"can win ah? can win ah?"
of course don't want to lose face la,
ask for the sake of confirming only,
at that time i remember Jin Ee, Zi Peng, Edric, Jason and me (correct me if i'm wrong)
the opponent was strangers,
but they look better than us..
and i ask Jin Ee at that time,
his reply was
"PASS ME THE BALL!!!"
i pass lor..
he ran from half court and put in the ball.....
i............. smile............. in awe
coming back he said,
"loser"
at all of us.
then that's it la,
i semangated and start playing properly,
we tapau them,
i'm sure somebody have done that to you and you have done that to others as well, without realizing it,
so be a speaker! (metaphorically)
don't be a spoil speaker,
be a speaker that shared strength with whoever you are plug in to and not to those you are familiar with only and that way you are everyones best friends..

*laugh*
i just crap a lot..
:).

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

All In

Have i shared with you how wonderful God is?
well...
this was a long long time ago
i was still a little boy
to be precise
i'm a timid, shy and constantly having thoughts but afraid to share them
i'm introvert that's what they say
i'm not mature
i'm slow
i just like to play
i don't like to worry about other people
the world resolve around me and just me
i use to think "its not my business so i don't care"
thennnnn...
until a moment of time
i want to open up..
i went to sunday school see other kids playing around while i sit at the back just observing and not mixing around like other kids are doing..
then when they say "lets pray"
i don't know what to do until i see everyone bow down their head, put their hands together and close their eyes
i followed..
after they say "amen"
i don't know how i somehow understood that and open my eyes..
when its the next time they pray i tried asking something that i wouldn't do

"Lord, its my first time praying, can i ask for something?, i want friends, please. thank you amen."

the next thing i know.. i'm back to my usual self again
until a few years..
where suddenly people came in...
at 1st they started knocking

*knock* *knock* *knock*
"hi i'm ___ from ____ how are you?"
*no response*
*silence*
*smile*

then they start pulling

"aunty aunty can Ben come out to the field and play with us?"
"i'll wake him up, wait just a moment ya"
"BEN come la lets go"
"alright alright"
and we cycle to the field and start playing catch or just chit chatting

then i learn to do the same

*knock* *knock* *knock*
"hi i'm Ben from 3 blocks away from where you are standing right now, how are you?"
*no response*
*silence*
*smile*

God answered my prayer
it doesn't matter how long it takes it is still answered
look up, look how vast is the sky
look down and your view is narrowed
difference?
sky = God created = bigger than you = bigger than your problem + it is wonderful = calm
view narrowed = not clear + no direction = more problems = stress
oh oh and don't forget toooo
SMILE!!!

Knock you Down

investigators are awesome! you know even with just very little clue, they can still catch the crime suspect and put him/her behind bars unless the crime suspect can really outsmart them then that's a different level and please don't try it you will eventually get caught..

the question is...
is judgement really there after he went to jail??
is there really a fair trade??
if there is then what if he commits a murder why is he in jail?
why is he not dead?
a life for a life? no?
if not at least bring back my love 1.. then it will be fair

HEY PEOPLE!!!
get out of the ABYSS and start looking through what you had said and your feelings!!
you can't change the fact that he/she is gone
and you can't KILL for the sake of a fair trade!!
why?
cause if you do, you will be following his/her footsteps and if the world is like that, the world's population will be 0 in just a moment of time!!
you kill her, they kill you, your bro kill them, their bro kill your bro, your bro friend kill their bros, their sis kill your bro friend and his family, and so on until the world's population dies. its like a chain reaction with the death toll increasing everyday and the cause you kill her.. heck i don't have time to make babiess if i have to worry that someone out there is gonna kill me.. AND NO TIME TO SLEEP always on the lookout.. and eventually...........

what can we do??
for the start people come and go
stop being depress and move on
his/her death won't go wasted seeing you moved on
live for the better and not the worst
look for God
look for family members
look for friends
look for yourself!!!
pray for strength and forgiveness
after doing all those,
face the convict...

Alright im changing the topic here.. cause it's not my place for me to write this kinda of stuff and i never experience a loss one through murder before. if you had and you had found the right attitude to go through this obstacle please share it with your friends and i know you will be just the right person to look for when this incident happen in your circle of friends.

uni's life = funny.. when you are living with people that are kind, nerds and fun.. my unit itself consists of 6 tables 5 occupy with laptop, 1 with snacks, 1 with kettle, 2 with printer, 2 with mini speakers and there are still enough space for books, bottles and a place to do homework.. and my unit is full, means there are 6 nerds staying here.. :P

hmmmm......... everyday its like a blasted speakers in the room with songs being played, or the sound of a game that sounded "KILLING SPREEEEEE!!!" from the game call DOTA, or even a sound from one laptop watching drama and then everyone will take a peek at it everytime we passes by to the toilet or just to take a peek la..

"i wana feel the rain again, i wana feel the water on my skin, i just really wana wash it down"
-"Downpour" BackstreetBoys

Monday, November 15, 2010

Graduation

fuyoh its been awhile i post anything here.. anyways.. i've been very lazy to post anything here thats why its so inactive at the moment.. dun worry.. its because of boredom ben had 2 change the header that suits this page perfectly.. *laugh*.. lol alright i gt a question for you folks (if you are the only 1 reading my blog)..
ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE THE RISK????????
yea and the best part is only you know the answer so deal with it yo!!
but i like to state that there are 2 possible chances.. you either get big return or big loss.. its up2u.. but i like to lecture abit.. life is a race n when you leave life have you finished the race?

So its up to you to decide, to learn, to live the way you want, desire, "I'm not gonna be you" style, or any kind of method you wish for yourself..
if you are down, only you can gather yourself together once more and fight once again.
Its no use when your friends try to help you but you yourself dont want to fight and dont blame your friends because they are not there.
its because you didnt want to share and only wanted them to found out.
this will only lead to more depressing moments..
its not because you dont have friends its because you are not a good friend yourself and you always express things to yourself and not to others or you express to much to others maybe thats why you are annoying and because of that only a handful of people can take it..
Break the barrier and start taking risk to learn from mistakes and dont always try to prevent things you wont learn that way..
just like exam.. once you get your result and your result is bad you will be moody for awhile then after that you start to look back and knowing your mistakes may help you in the future and thats how we learn! (oops.. im not a top scorer :P)..
last i'll like to post a quote from a movie for those of
YOU WHO STILL THINKS THAT YOU ARE LIVING UNDER SOME PEOPLE'S SHADOW!!


The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows its a very mean and nasty place and i don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You mere nobody is gonna hit as hard as life! But ain't about how hard you hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward, thats how winning is done!
Now, if you know whats your worth now, go out and get whats your worth!
But you got to be willi
ng to take the hits and not pointing fingers, saying:
"You ain't where u want to be because of him or her or anybody!"
Cowards do that!!!! and that ain't you, you are better than that!

-quoted from Rocky Balboa IV (2006) movie =)

test??

test test test test test test

Friday, March 12, 2010

alright this is long since updated... hahahaha but i have report to share though...

February 28th, 2010, Sunday
is the day where Rovers scouts in KL have made an event successful.. here is my part of the story for the day..7am, Shang Shi come and pick me up to go to Zoo Negara where the event held there of course there are Ping Ying, Chong Hong, Yee Siang, Jin Cen and Wen Jia.. upon arrival i saw something familiar.. the banner they use.. me and shang are in it.. hahahaha then i help out. its been a long time i went to the zoo, i don't know if i still remember any of the location but screw it la no matter where i walk i wont get lost 1.. hahaha the event held in the bear complex where a stage have been set up.. at roughly 0845, all the VIPs and VVIPs arrived and the speeches started roughly at 0900. after that all the scouts will have their program. some of the programs are getting to know the tiger-[behavior, why people hunt tigers and more], face painting, awareness talk, how Scout For Nature can be use as a guideline to get King Scout badge and BP's award, lunch, water show and free and leisure where the scouts can explore the zoo on their own.. i some how got fascinated with Hippos.. hahahaha.. after that all the committees will have a short meeting telling that although it didn't work out as plan but it was a huge success and a step towards our goal protecting the tigers then it finally ended at 1700 after dinner i reach home at about 1945++.. here are some photos and links if u wana know more..

http://www.msgp.info/pengakap-sertai-kempen-selamatkan-harimau-belang.htm

http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Bantuelakkepupusanharimau/Article/index_html

http://www.ariffdin.com/2010/03/scout-for-nature-zoo-negara/

http://www.klscout.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=132