Weird

You knw the strangest thing about our mind. Is how ideas come, i dunno how it help but during our slumberland visit. we started to be in different situation that is almost similar to the situation we are facing. The next thing you know we had an idea that can solve or make it through that situation, for example. I had a weird dream, it started out in a military camp we were doing all the marching, shooting, climbing, and other training. Then 1 day 2 stranger came into the camp injured. (The weird part is i knw 1 of them) 1 of them is limping and the other helping him to came here. Out of the blue, 1 of them shoot 1 of the officer because that officer is being harsh on them and they dont like it... thats all i can remember. In reality, i saw a similar event just that its not violence the 1 i knw actually killed another guy through words. They had lost their friendship since then. Although i knew it would happen i could have done something to prevent it bt i still don't knw when it would happen and i feel helpless...

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that shed be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
Yeah you don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you're just a boy